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Day 224 – More Than Words

April 20, 2013

Good morning!

I’m so excited! It’s my birthday today!!!! I feel like a little kid. I want to go put on a pretty pink hat so everyone can give me a gift and tell me how special I am and how much they love me. I Love birthdays.

I just wrote a long birthday blog about all the things I’m thankful for and all the little golden tidbits I have learned over the past year, but I don’t feel like posting that one.

My birthday has already been wonderful. I’m getting off the internet so I can go do one of my favorite things: hike out in nature and smell the trees before it gets too hot. I’m going dancing today. I’m spending time with people I Love and people who Love me. I am recognizing all the people in my life who are such generous, giving, kind, Loving, fun, creative, alive souls and being grateful for them. Me. I have friends. Me. I have people in my life that I Love. Even now.

I am letting go of all the dark stuff. It has been falling away for some time. I let it go again. The feeling I have today is priceless. I want to dance. I want to share. I want to smile. I want to enjoy. I want to pray. I want to give. I am not worried about tomorrow. I trust that tomorrow will work itself out just fine and in this moment, oh this lovely moment, I am confident that all of my efforts will not go in vain. Every little bit adds up…

… My brother just called me to wish me happy birthday. My brother, who I used to fight and war with… The guy who was my best friend growing up… He’s my brother again…

I am so grateful today, God. I don’t think it can be captured in words. Today is an abstract picture, a beautiful dance, a heartfelt prayer. I am alive today. I am sitting inside of my embodied spirit. The real me is back…

I start this day with God, my trusted companion. The thoughts in my head mean something today. It matters. It feels like change. No, growth. Love. It feels like openness and assurance. I’m on my way to my favorite park. I have to go.

I know this is not one of my best entries, because what I have to give right now is more than words, and I’ll have to grow a little more to find the exact words to express this… Sunshine. Babies’ smiles. All rightness. A feeling of magic, a feeling that your life is and can actually be whatever you like… A deep and profound gratitude… More than words is enough for me today…

Day 224

More Than Words

 

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