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Day 216 – Plan Action

March 6, 2013

Good morning. It’s 6:20. I can’t write long because I’m supposed to be out of the house by 7, but I at least wanted to check in before I start my day.

A lot to write about. I woke up at 3 this morning. Tried to go back to sleep but couldn’t. Talked to a friend on phone, did some light yoga, meditated, sent an email, checked email and Facebook. Privacy on my mind. Excitement on my mind. Most of my personal contacts don’t read this blog. It’s easier. Some of my family wouldn’t agree with me exposing myself like this. Colleagues might think I’m plumb nuts and not want to work with me. Religious groups that I’m affiliated with might find that my true thoughts are not in exact alignment with doctrine…

Sooner or later, I’m going to “come out” though. It’s a necessary part. Don’t ask me why it’s necessary, but it seems necessary. Most of the people I know are crazier than me anyway. They know it. They think worse thoughts, have deeper pains and probably do all kinds of things. But our society is built upon pretending that we are all always all right. I think things would be much easier if we just told the truth about the things that really happen, so that we could consciously work towards truly being all right and supporting each other so that sooner or later we will all actually be all right, deep down on the insides. And if anyone ever read our deepest thoughts or our secrets blogs or stepped into our homes or our private lives, they would see that who we present ourselves to be is who we actually are. What a way to live.

Maybe I’ll put my blog address back on Facebook today… Maybe.

Good morning. Today is such a fabulous day. Nothing has happened yet, except that I woke up early and I’m blogging early and I’m feeling excited about it all. Yesterday I got some help revamping my resume and I’ve come up with a new action plan. It’s called Plan Action. Haha. The thing about Plan Action is that you actually have to do stuff or else it doesn’t work. You can’t just write about it. And I am excited because part of my Plan Action included waking up early, praying and meditating, and writing in my blog before seven. I’d like to keep this up. Every single day. I know it might be a challenge. I know that I might not always have uplifting and inspirational things to say and tomorrow I may be complaining about how horrible life is.

But today I am re-commiting. I will keep doing it over and over again until I get it right. I am re-commiting to progress. Every single day. Every single day. Not in a hard kind of way, although it may be challenging at times. But not in a “I’m gonna get down on myself ‘cus I should have done this a long time ago” kind of way. I don’t care. I’m doing it now. Every life starts in the present moment if we let it.

I’m starting over God, because you can’t tell me that with all my skills and all my education and all my experience it is impossible for me to provide for myself. You can’t tell me that there is no hope for Love for me, with all the Love I have to offer. You can’t tell me, that for all of the people that have been inspired by something I’ve written over the years, my words aren’t worth anything. You can’t tell me that I don’t know how to help people see the best in themselves. I no longer accept any of these lies that I have been carrying around for so long. I deny all of them and I accept the Real Truth of my Being!

My Life is a Good Life. My Life is a Good Life and I am somebody. I am somebody. Even today. I mean that, and not in the corny kind of way. Our lives are of value. Just because. Just because we exist. Everything is forgivable. Everything. Everything is redeemable. Every day can be brand new. And so, as I am re-commiting to living out the fullness of my destiny on Earth, I must take action. Daily. I must work and work and work and work and work and work and get up. We can get up, even if we feel tired. I must get up and do the things that create progress. I must finish what I’ve started.

I’m ready, God. I am so ready today! We have only just begun…

Day 216

Plan Action

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