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Day 115 – Get Ready (Again)

April 4, 2012

I have a friend that I call Sunshine. I haven’t talked to him in over a year and a half. He called me this morning and at the end of the conversation he said “Have a good day”. I didn’t see him smile, but I could feel it on the other end of the line and I felt blessed… My companions are the pure of heart.

I’m used to talking about sad stuff, so two really amazing days in a row is new to me, but I have to admit, I’m loving this. This simple act of visiting another side of town and staying in an apartment by myself for a little bit has proven to be exactly what I needed. This environment of peace and wealth and happiness is contagious.

These past couple of days, I have been able to reset, if you will. I have been able to sit down and pray and meditate as long as I like, talk to who I want, go where I want and do exactly what I want with my day and I count that as a wonderful blessing, because I am figuring out how I would like to walk on the Earth from this point forward, and God is just sending angels upon angels upon blessings upon blessings.

I’m tuning in to you again, God, remembering why I started tihs blog and why I do anything at all. I am learning to trust you and I don’t always have to know the “why” now, as long as I know the “what” to do. I’m sure the answers to the “why” will come in time.

Yesterday, I read a wonderful chapter in the new book I’m reading, and I’d like to share some of the excerpts with you. “Simply by being who you are, where you are, in this moment in time, and by sharing your truth and your own process honestly, you help the others with whom you share your journey.” In the same chapter I also read, “There is no point in deluding yourself into believing that you are not ready. For, it is far too late to wonder if it is safe to put your toe in the waters of transformation when you are already far from the shore.”

I’m pretty sure that the only reason we all walk this Earth together is because we need each other. This is a new revelation for me. We actually need each other. Me too. I need folks and folks need me. It’s true…

Today I’m going to present one of the songs I wrote to the singer that I wrote it for. I wrote this song years ago, when I was depressed, and in my mind I heard the voice of this lady who is a prominent singer singing it. I tried to find ways to get the song to her years ago, but no luck. A couple weeks ago, I talked to a friend of mine who makes jewelry for celebrities and asked him if he knows her. He said he makes jewelry for this particular singer and his wife is the singer’s good friend. So, now I have a meeting with her, and God, if it is your will, I’d like her to put my song on her new album and get paid a bunch of money for it.

You say it is Your will for me to be successful. Am I ready? Yes I am God. I would like to be. The thought of true and actual success and the manifestation of all my dreams coming true still scares me. You know. I have been putting in a lot of work, though, spending a lot of time cleaning up my mind and my heart and praying and talking to You, so at least I feel like I have put in the work to where I deserve some goodness now.

You would like me to know that I deserve goodness period. Because I exist. This is not how I was taught, but you are telling me that this is the truth.

-You have already learned about how to live in integrity with yourself. Imagine your best case scenario, even if you can’t accept that you can have it. Then take actions that move you in that direction. Soon enough, you will find yourself changed and able to accept that you are not evil or cursed or damned. You are blessed beyond your fondest dreams.

-So today, with this life on the other side of happy that you are creating, I’d like you to play pretend. If you are a prolific writer (amongst other things) with a wonderful family and friends who helps people get in touch with who they are and develops and assists with developing structures that support lifestyles that promote human beings’ highest good, what do you do with your day?

-I have granted you a space, some time, good food, sunshine and Sunshine and even some money so that you may prepare yourself for the life that is calling you. Don’t you see? I am on your side. Get ready now. Get ready.

Day 115

Get Ready (Again)

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