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Day 111 – Change Already

March 26, 2012

Just wrote a really long post about my recent escapade with the last man standing who has been a possible romantic option in my life. He’s gone now. Kaput. Door closed. That’s it.

Cried. Felt sorry for myself. Begged God. Then went on Face book and spied on a friend of mine who is a wonderful photographer. I remember when he was just a poor man wanting to be a photagrapher. Now he travels all around the world and gets paid very well to do what he loves. On his most recent trip, he posted all of these beautiful pictures. I am inspired. Just like that. Just because he exists. I’d like to be like him when I grow up, except I’m a her…

It’s about that time. Time to make a mighty mighty change. Oh, it’s been coming for some time, so it won’t be that big of a deal now. It’s just a matter of commitment. It’s just a matter of intention. It’s just a matter of simple action. It’s time to make a change, you know? Time goes by whether you change or stay the same.

Time goes by whether you open up or close up, whether you live your dream or not. Time is relentless. It keeps pushing, even in our indecisions. Even in our fears. It does not stand still and wait for you to get with the program.

Love is calling my name so strong. Life is beckoning me to get off my *ss and live already! Clean my freaking room! Open my big wide heart and share it! Love somebody! Show my face. Give and give and give and give and finally receive. It’s time to make a change, Lady. Change, already…

Day 111

Change Already

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2 Comments
  1. I relate so much with your struggles – I have found that I rarely stay the same, I am always getting better or getting worse…

    You are such a talented writer – I truly enjoy your posts.

    • I think we are all going through the same things on different levels. Thank you for the compliment. It really means a lot. 🙂

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