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Day 44 – Level Up

September 23, 2011

Took a few days off. Didn’t have much to write about and had too much to write about, so I’ve been sitting still. Been  really tired…

I think I’m leveling up like on the video games. My nerves are all over the place right now, but not in a bad way. I have felt this way before and it feels like growth, like I can actually feel my body and my nerves changing. I’m trying my best not to get spooked out about this…

So, I have a lot to write about, but it’s all jumbled and I don’t want to just fill the page with fluff. I’m overwhelmed with emotion. My life is changing. For real this time. It’s such a fantastically humbling and Lovely experience to be here, knowing the storms that I have come through.

The other day I was talking to a friend about luck. In some cultures, people spend a lot of time trying to figure out how to get lucky or how to make their lives or paths similar to another person’s… I have been called lucky all my life, but I don’t think I’m lucky. I think I’m stubborn, a bit on the nutty side and I believe in God. If I have ever had a lucky charm, then it is this. I know there is a power greater than any thoughts, intentions, or experiences.  It has been there and sent angels to me when I couldn’t get off the bed. It has spoken to me in whispers and dreams in the silence of the night. It is always there, on the border of your present experience waiting for you to choose something higher.

I’m choosing to Level Up. Man, oh man, this is going to be grand!

Day 44

Level Up

One Comment
  1. Is it possible you believe in God, nutty, stubborn AND lucky?

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