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Day 32 – Apologize

September 5, 2011

I spent a lot of time exercising, meditating and reading this morning. Actually, it’s not even morning anymore, but mid-afternoon.

I like what happens when I exercise. Besides the physical benefits, my mind is clearer and I feel less stressed.

Not much to write about today. It’s Labor Day. There’s a lot going on in this big city. I know this is supposed to be a social day, but I feel more inclined to finish unpacking my things and decorate…

I’m going to write some apology and closure letters today. I had become used to having a clear conscience and there are some disturbances in the force with some of the people I’ve said goodbye to. I don’t like the way we parted.

The thing about saying sorry is that when you say sorry to someone who has harmed you, you think that maybe they will never recognize that they did you wrong, because you are the one who apologized. That belief used to make me hold on tight to those apologies. At the end of the day, though, it hurts not to say sorry. It hurts to know that there is a bad feeling between you and someone you’ve cared about. All you can do is your own part and leave them to do as they will. Those are my thoughts, at least.

Have a good day.

Day 32


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