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Day 31 – Give

September 4, 2011

I am so proud of myself today. I’ll tell you what happened in a minute, but first let me talk about what’s on my heart.

How not to cry every day and then some is over. I am at a new place now, and I’ll have to think of what to call this. You know, it doesn’t take that long for life to change. All it takes is a sincere intention. The action will come if you really want something. The help will come. Miracles will happen. I am so grateful to know this truth.

And today, I don’t think I will ever have to worry about crying every day again. Life has changed and i am on the other side. There is a time in life to be on the receiving side, learning, developing, figuring out, healing.. It never ends if you don’t want it to, the learning and growing…

But there comes a time when you are ready. The seeds have been planted and cultivated. You have weathered the storms through your own will and through the Grace of the One who created the wind. Now when you find yourself standing, with, oh my goodness, fruit, it is time to give. I am still standing. There is much more growing to do. I will have much more fruit on my branches, but I have a little bit of fruit already and I am ready to start some circulation on this earth.

I want to tell you, you who have taken a little bit of your time to read these words, I want to thank you, for being a part of this transformation, for helping me to become stronger. I hope that I have helped you in the smallest form or fashion or inspired the slightest contemplation about anything good. I want to tell you that it’s OK to be yourself. I know, you don’t need my approval, but I just figured this out for myself, and it’s profound… There is a place in the world where it is OK for you to be yourself, and no matter where you are on your path you can start to change your life now…

About what happened? Last night I had the biggest test of peer pressure in my life. I mean, I don’t even think I went through this as a teenager. I was at a party last night and some very successful folks who could help me with my career wanted me to do some things that I know I didn’t want to do. It was a tough decision for me, but ultimately I chose to stick to what I knew was right. A small thing, but a big thing in my life…

I have to go now. I’ve got some giving to do… Mwa.

Day 31


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