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Day 10 – Pray

August 4, 2011

Good morning. I woke up feeling, well, off this morning. My heart actually physically hurts and i don’t know what set this off…

I have been here before… It is the doorway of confusion. Things start looking cloudy, the bed gets oh so tempting, i start hanging out with ex boyfriends and conveniently forgetting why we broke up, my apartment gets dirty…

Over time, I have become an expert as dis-attaching myself from my emotions so that i can function in the world. Luckily for me, my body always tells me what is really going on, either with pain in my back, tingling fingers (in a good way), hair loss, hair growth, bright or dull eyes… so my heart hurts this morning, all of a sudden out of the blue… i’ll pay attention and figure out what it is i’ve been avoiding…

I’ve gotten so much encouragement since I started writing this blog, along with people calling me asking “baby, are you all right?”  and giving me suggestions on how to navigate this earth happily. I appreciate the Love. I appreciate the concern. People care about each other. Don’t believe the hype. Deep down, we want to care about each other so much.

I’m not even going to try to think my way out of this funk this morning, because i don’t know where it came from. I’m going to the Omnipotent, Omniscient One who has all the answers. I am glad to know that there are answers beyond my vision and understanding… I’m going to say my prayers. I’m going to count my blessings, as someone suggested. Thank you.

Day 10

Pray

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One Comment
  1. Prayers are so vitally important when we are going through hard times. Thank you for reminding me of that this morning. I am so grateful for my Father in Heaven who loves me enough to help and strengthen me.

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