Day 16 – Everything Is Going To Be All Right

Well, lets just say the nitty got gritty.

I didn’t have time to write yesterday. I was busy trying to sort out where I’m going to live in the next few days and meet some job deadlines.

I’m smiling this morning. For no good reason except that I know everything is going to be all right. Think about it. I have led a life of many struggles (some of which I didn’t have to go through), but there has never been a time when I didn’t have water or food or a place to sleep or someone somewhere to love (a luxury) or someone who loved me. I don’t see why this time should be an exception.

I cried my butt off yesterday, but I’m proud to say it didn’t last. I found out that I wasn’t gonna be able to move into my dream apartment for various reasons and I still have to get out of the one I’m in a few days, and so of course i was devastated and tired. I’m gonna miss this place. I put a lot of love into making a really raggedy situation into something nice, a home almost. I even painted the walls…

This is a part of it. The part where things don’t go as planned and you don’t break down. The part where I embrace change and allow the old to die. There’s no way around it. I am the alchemist and this is my story. I trust that things will turn out well.

Day 16

Everything Is Going To Be All Right