Day 27 – Keep The Faith
Well, according to the days on my post, my life should be almost transformed by now, if the theory is true that it takes 28 days to accept a change in the brain.
So if it takes 28 days, does that mean 28 days for a seed to plant in your brain, or 28 to see the manifestation of a changed life?
Since starting this experiment, a few things have changed. I’ve moved to a new apartment. I’ve only been here a few days, so I’m not quite sure how I feel about this yet. I’ve dumped almost all of my men friends. It kind of feels bad but in the end i know it was the right thing to do. I’ve sent out my children’s book to one publisher and also written another project on spec that I’m waiting to hear back about.
And now i’m wondering what’s next. Where is the fairy dust that I’m gonna sprinkle that’s going to bring me an actual man? How am i going to make new friends and where do i find them at? When is somebody going to hire me at a job where i can earn enough to do as i please when i please? When do I get to be an actual writer and community builder and help folks? When does life change?
These are the questions that go through my head. I have been trying to make changes for 27 days. Some people try for 27 weeks, months, and even years. How long does it take to manifest the life of your dreams and when is it quitting time?
I have the utmost respect for the artists, doctors, lawyers, healed folks, mothers, singers, dancers, engineers, folks who keep at a thing even when they don’t know how they are going to get to the other side. They have found a way to believe in a thing they do not see and they keep believing until that thing becomes real.
I am following their lead.
Keep The Faith